Karen Marie Smith
They say you killed yourself, but don’t we all The pain thickened when your first husband called you fat even after you had the surgery he insisted upon. The pain intensified by your second husband loved you so much and worked so hard that he didn’t have time to be with you. And when you wanted to finally give him a child. He dropped dead of a heart heart attack. The pain deepened as an alcoholic after the stomach surgery, which you were warned about. The pain darkened because your mother needed assistance and you couldn’t give it Then as your third husband used PTSD as his excuse for his affair and you finally came home to help — everything was already taken care of. Everything except you. So as you tied to piece together a life with the car given to you in the home given to you, and the jobs given to you, your life became disposable. Like all of ours. For me, I give mine up little by little one ho...